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move over LJ, i have a blog.
have a read.
discobaronettes.blogspot.com
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[15 May 2007|12:12pm] |
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I signed in for the first time in years. Well probably a year. How strange. The end.
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| ACSers END OF YEAR PARTY |
[30 Apr 2006|07:49pm] |
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Host: Rachel and Sara
Location: 545 Sherbourne St. #901 (buzz 267), Toronto, ON
When: Friday, May 5, 8:00pm
Phone: 416 927 8666
Come to Rachel and Sara's end of the year rock and roll shindig in the St. James Town ghetto!!!!!!
BYOB, BYOS (Bring Your Own Snacks if you wish, although there will be chips/bread with various yummy dips). You can suggest invitees, or just bring people. And you can bring tunes, but indie-rock wins over all other genres. If indie rock is even a genre...blah blah blah. This will be edited later to be much more catchy.
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| ACSers |
[30 Apr 2006|07:25pm] |
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party friday. more details to come. contact me rachelyourfriend@Hotmail.com or 647 477 6912
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| guess what happend to me today? |
[30 Apr 2006|07:09pm] |
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breakups are fun, not.
remember when 'not' was the cool thing to say. i do. it was today.
Rachel
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| feww |
[04 Jan 2006|09:26pm] |
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My rent check didn’t bounce, she didn’t cash it until the 2nd. Thank you Sundays.
ps i am so metal
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| NEW YEAR |
[01 Jan 2006|02:14pm] |
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Last night for newyears I sat around at Karen and my parent’s house watching sports (yuk) and 21 Jumpstreet. Champaign, wine, and min cheesecake as I sneezed the night away. Cailin helped me make some newyears resolutions.
[1] be less of a giant flirt
[2] become less of a sketchy individual
[3] continue laughing sexily
[4] eat less fish
[5] cook more
[6] do more woodworking
[7] learn table etiquette
[8] read more
[9] get a job
[10] be awesome at school
[11] be better at handling money
cailin and Karen also made some resolutions
Cailin
[1] flirt more
[2] continue judging with discretion and kindness
[3] less crabs
[4] architecture
Karen
[1] get a job
[2] more fiber
[3] archery
[4] bath regularly
[5] don’t set hair on fire
happy newyear everyone
ps. I think my rent check bounced.
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| ten things i wish i could tell ten people. |
[29 Dec 2005|10:05pm] |
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[1] - I have absolutly no sympathy for you. You're the cause of all of this, you are my least favorite person and have probably ruined me for life.
[2] - I miss our friendship and could probably fix things but I just dont, I feel badly about it everyday of my life.
[3] - I wish you would just disapear and leave us all alone. I feel ashamed and embarrassed because of you.
[4] - You've changed for the worst and sometimes i hate who you are now.
[5] - I feel such a mix of emotions for you. Its overwhelming sometimes how much I miss you. Its overwhelming sometimes how angry I get because of you. I feel sorry for you but I can never completley trust you again.
[6] - Stand up to me. Stop ignoring problems, it gets you nowhere. Tell me your real thoughts and stop holding things back, its the one thing I resent about you.
[7] - If I were stronger, I'd fucking push you back.
[8]- When I think I see you, my stomach jumps. I find myself thinking about you almost everyday, I think you're the most fascinating person Ive ever met.
[9] - I think you're a terrible procrastinator, you're weak, you lie too much and you dont take the effort to change things for the better, when theyre at their worst.
[10] - I love you
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[20 Oct 2005|06:24pm] |
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Ray Charles - i cant stop loveing you |
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i hate when friends lie. as if i dont know you well enough to know you lied.
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[19 Oct 2005|11:54am] |
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A boy sat down on the streetcar today beside me. He was cute, with a bit of a beard. And best of all was reading Marx. To bad as I got off I kicked his bag.
Every time I see someone cool on the streetcar I never see them again. I guess that’s the cause of ever three minute streetcars.
I’m really sick.
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| i hate the world |
[11 Oct 2005|10:37am] |
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What makes me hate the world;
Being in a large building in October and seeing a monarch butterfly lost inside.
He is supposed to be in Mexico on vacation with all his friends. But he is trapped to die in Ryerson University, Toronto.
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[02 Aug 2005|06:56pm] |
i have issues.
i'm sorry.
but from what i can tell most everyone does at the moment. so don't hate me for it.
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[25 Jul 2005|02:12pm] |
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I hate Tim Horton’s. I hate Tim Horton’s. I hate Tim Horton’s. I hate Tim Horton’s. I hate Tim Horton’s.
Though I am addicted to their food.
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[23 Jul 2005|08:18pm] |
So I got an apartment in Toronto, at Dundas and Dupont. It is above a shop in little Portugal. I have always wanted to live above a show ever since that Pulp song Common people. Its totally the Clash to live in a big city so the couple of time I have visited my new place I have been singing Pulp and Clash songs and annoying Anne and my mom like crazy.
Some sweet food places are close but not many. Though two of the three we have picked out were featured in Now Magazine. So I can’t help but be impressed. I hope you visit.
So obviously since I have a place to live (I HAVE AN APPARTMENT IN TORONTO BITCHES OMG) I have been planning what to bring, how I want to set up my room. And shit like that. But its so impossible to do. I thought that why it was hard before was because, well, how am I supposed to plan what to bring when I don’t know the space I will be living in. but I do now. And I am still clueless. We have not officially decided what rooms we will take. But we agreed Paige get to choose first, because Anne and I chose the apartment. And I think I know what she will choose. Anne knows what room she wants. And since I am not picky obviously I am going to get the other one. I even know exactly what furniture I want to bring. But still impossible.
So I guess you are bored now. I will show you pictures. I don’t know how to do that cool link thingy because I am slick and computer illiterate so make do. First a rough layout. Than boring ugly pictures I tried to caption but I was lazy so lets pretend they are not the ugliest and most stupid captions ever okay?
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| I'm completely alone at a table of friends, I feel nothing for them, I feel nothing, nothing |
[14 Jun 2005|08:23pm] |
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Today I cried all morning. I couldn’t even stop crying in the shower, eventually I gave up trying to do stuff because crying is too much of a distraction. I cried enough that I convinced my mom to call into Tim Horton’s and get me the day off work. Thankfully I think it was defiantly worth it even though they are going to kill me. I am still not entirely sure why I was crying. I think it was because I felt out of control witch I really really hate (clueless anyone) its funny how what makes people the happiest is doing whatever it is they are not supposed to be doing. I didn’t go to work, I didn’t get dressed, I wasted the best part of the day blocking out the sunlight so I could watch a movie, and than I painted in my underwear in the backyard. I wish I could do that every day.
I am such a sketchy friend recently. I swear I used to be a better person, and was more loyal, now I feel that all I care about is me and it hurts to feel that. I feel so alone like no one fully understands me and I don’t fully understand them.
okay this is odd i am bad at opening up in writing. the end
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[10 Jun 2005|01:23pm] |
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So I think jess tagged me, but I am clueless (I love that movie) and have no idea really what that means or how to tag others so I will just fill this out.
Your Phobias. Look through the Phobia List and name 3-5 phobias that you have or think you might have and tell why or when it started. Post it in your journal, then tag 5 people, and ask them to post it in thiers:
1. getting grabbed from dark places
2. The dark
3. Heights
4. Things touching me
5. Things breaking
Things you enjoy, not because you have to but because you WANT to, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it in your journal, and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs:
1. eating
2. walking
3. hanging out with my cat tom
4. exploring
5. cooking
6. gardening
7. painting and drawing
8. taking pictures
9. pampering myself
10. dressing up
List six of your current favorite songs, and tag six people to do this too.
1. Blondie- Sunday Girl
2. My chemical romance- you know what you do to guys like us in prison
3. The blood brothers- peacock skeleton with crooked feathers
4. Bear vs Shark- Busses No Busses
5. Motion picture soundtrack- So Beautiful
6. Against me! – From the upcomeing album about being sick, unless you saw them recently aka Ashley and Chris, you will have no idea what I am talking about.
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| Belinda the donkey |
[01 Jun 2005|08:00pm] |
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So today my mom called England to get an update. Apparently Flora one of the donkeys was put down because of an infection in her leg, and if you know anything about donkeys, ponies, or horses you know that they can’t survive with three legs. Flora and my donkey Belinda, lived with my grandparents, my grandpa was a vet so he is good at taking care of them, but with Flora gone, and Belinda getting supper old (she is older than me) they are sending her to a donkey sanctuary, in Devon, she was born in Devon and knows it well. It’s the right thing for her to do, but it’s so sad to see her leave the family. I will miss her greatly. Hopefully I cam visit her in Devon, she will probably die in the next couple of years. If you haven’t heard about my Belinda, she is a pet and great friend of mine. I guess I felt like venting about the loss of two family pets. I will miss you both and hopefully I can see Belinda soon. I love you Belinda!
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| want to give me a job. |
[25 May 2005|12:25pm] |
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Since I got back I have being trying to get a job. Everyday 9am to 4pm I work on trying to get a job. Obviously I really suck because I still don’t have a job. Today I called back a handful of places I have dropped off résumé’s and applications. And now I will list them.
Chapters Book Store (they hate me and aren’t hiring)
Macondo Books (dream job so therefore I have no chance)
Dugs Place café and diner (they have been in need of help for years but still told me they doubt I will get it)
Holiday Inn Express (weren’t impressed by me but said they would be in touch)
Super 8 (I need to call back and talk to Mr. Dean)
Comfort Inn (I need to call back and talk to Deborah)
Rogers Video (said they will call me and set up an interview)
Seconds Cup (I should have an in with matt’s sister but I have the worst luck so I bet I won’t get the job)
Zhers (even the easiest job in the world I won’t get. I = awesome)
I guess all this means I really should have gone back to Tim Horton’s because I would be a lot richer right now.
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